ive been developing a strong can do attitude. ive been sore through a failed attempt at a relationship, deep depression, health ailments, caught covid twice, and for a time i was so incredibly close to suicide it was absurd. these past 6 months have been so incredibly volatile for more like brinksmanship defcon1 self annihilations protocol bad. ive been addicted to this sadness and putting myself down but im making just small changes. eating less abstaining from watching porn, not being too dependent on my desire for a relationship and stopping my self loathing. im trying ive identified changed i needed to make and ive realized how broken of a person i was and building day by day the person i want to become. im scarred but im not done yet

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