Well hey there everybody i hope you gimme some real supportive answers so i can feel myself again. i feeling very heavy on my chest i don't know what to do?. i am singing since i was in grade 3 i don't practice at that time i just love to sing i sing a-lot of songs whenever my teacher said to me to sing. my teachers also said to my mother that your son sings a-lot he's not so much focus on studies. by the way everybody i am from pakistan 🇵🇰. in pakistan nobody supports you until you are going to become something or you are just one step away from success. So i continued my singing when i was in grade 7 then i thought my voice is getting better i sang songs in class some people makes fun of it and somebody likes it. when somebody don't like it i feel very bad i want to cry 😭. but i don't know what to do. then the years i practiced my voice by watching youtube videos and i improved i also got a chance to perform in a FM radio. then i met a music teacher he just taught me little bit things he wanted to teach me more but he passed away due to cancer 😭. i lose hope again i thought nobody is going to teach me. then i taught myself again at that moment people still makes fun of my voice they always said you need more practice i said okay but sometimes i feel very bad i want to cry i got confused. then when i was 15 or 16 my cousin gifted me guitar 🎸 because he said you have passion in music so those words of my cousin really motivates me a-lot. i feel happy and confident but i have to learn guitar by myself so i practiced a-lot my cousin teaches me a-lot i learned by myself and i became an amateur in it but not pro or expert. i am still learning it and i also practiced my voice after an year i sang Indian/Urdu song people really liked it they appreciate those who says that my voice is bad now they are saying that's it's becoming soothing. and the haters and jealous ones don't reply when i put status of my covers on WhatsApp and instagram they won't reply i don't know why. but i am feeling good i sing songs in my college. but whenever people appreciate i thought they are just sugar coating i don't why. My parents never supported me they never listened to me they said your passion is never going to support you. i feel so awful 😢 bad dead inside and i even cry alone. When i saw other peoples performing greater then me on youtube, instagram i feel very upset that i am nothing in-front of them. they singers on youtube impresses everybody and i can't do anything i sing to express not to impress but there a-lot of god gifted voices who can sing really and i am not god gifted i think my passion is god gifted which kept me on the track. but whenever somebody said to me to sing i started to shiver, sweating i don't why i felt paralysed my english is good but i am not good in english songs because my genre is Urdu/Indian/Pakistani songs. but i am still working on the western music because a-lot of Indian and Pakistani youtube singers can sing all kind of english songs. i don't know what to do when i saw experts or god gifted voices. i don't feel jealous i felt sorry for myself i don't know now i'm getting alone really alone like have no friends to support me i do have female friends but don't have that kind of friends who can support it looks like it's me only who can support myself. i still am teaching myself i have also met of music teachers in pakistan 🇵🇰 but they all are paid. so i now 18/19 and i am still into music i think i am into music for like 5/6 years i have learned a-lot improved a-lot but now i am seeking for big things. whenever i receive that complaint "You Need to Practice a-lot or you need practice a-lot" this complaint made me feel bad, awful 😢 and sad. but somehow i tackled it but right now i don't how to do it because i want to become something and i am age is receding i need to become something great but all in haste. so i wanted to become to something to prove that anyone can become anything if he's from a middles family or from poor family. but the main thing i suffer a-lot is that i wanted show the world i can do it. but i am not getting the right path. i loved to music when i do music time passes very fast i mean when i do music or do jamming i don't know how time passes so fast i feel very happy when i am learning music or jamming a-lot music teachers said to me that i have a good voices. some foreigners said i have a beautiful some said i need practice when some says that i need practice i really felt that i feel so sad and unbalanced i think i cannot sing i am the worst so please tell me what do to i will really appreciate it. 😞 🙏🏻
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