Life is beautiful and I should be gratefully happy about it.I don't know why I am filled with hope right now.First time I feel so after a while.It looks like I will be good after a long time or at least I do hope so.I feel proud because at least now I do have that glimmer of hope spreading from the inside of my being.I ve be been sitting dejected for so long that it feels incredible not having that high chest making your body unable to move from worry and pain. For the first time in a while I felt free today.Because I was able to finally make a try and forget so that I can forgive.And moving on comes first from forgiving people,not being moody and taciturn like I ve been.My life is difficult,I am difficult. I am a very silent person in my family,I barely talk about my things.I am really secret at what I do,fearing I will be judged and mistreated.My parents got divorced 2 years ago and sort of I ended up losing contact with my mom.Today she came to me.For the first time I felt missing her.Like I had been so far away from her for long enough.I didn't react to her hugs and kisses but I understood I missed it.The way her fingers moved across my cheeks,how her vulnerable crying could affect me so much eventhough I pretent not to care.I was dead inside,and I will be until I find the force and courage to forgive her.Today it was a first try and a big step for me.Today I pride on myself.
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