Why am I such a lazy piece of s*** when I have less responsibilities?

I have spurts. At one point, I was working 40 plus hours a week, taking a few classes at a trade school and getting outside of work and school tasks done.

Now, this semester. I am currently not working, have 12 units. I always think I don’t have time to do things.. but I had time all day. So far, I may have done 1 hour of HW.

Now don’t get me wrong, I have good grades. But there’s something internally in me that mismanages time when I have less responsibilities.

Like, I’m not working this semester to focus on school. It now I have lots of free time and could probably work 8-16 hours.

Sorry if this is all over the place. Let me try to be clear. Today, I probably could have slammed my math HW out in 3 hours. But because there’s nothing else holding me accountable I’ve essentially wastes the day laying down and playing video games.

I also tell myself I don’t have time to work on programming or building a website, yet I have probably spent 20 plus hours playing video games this week.

Does anyone else relate? I have essentially been stuck in this loop my entire life. I am 25. I want to harness my time and be productive. At this rate I’ll just pass school with decent grades and get a low level engineering job.

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