I don’t know if it’s the good place to post this, but I hope to find nice people who can give me advice because I don’t manage to continue finding the motivation by myself. I am someone independent but now I feel like I need to get advice, to seek for help. However I’m someone introvert and my relatives aren’t really helpful.
My issue is that each day I’m loosing motivation. I don’t have many reasons to complain about my life and sometimes people attack me because of it. Nevertheless these people only think about material, while I think more in a spiritual way. Life is a path where you grow and now I have a problem to continue on this path. I’m loosing hope in life, in mankind and I don’t find motivation to work.
How did it happen ? Before I was a brilliant student : I managed to learn reading by myself, I skipped 7th grade, etc... which allowed me to integrate one of the most difficult formation in my country. Then I discovered that I hated what I was doing, while working a lot. I literally wasted two years of my life to fail my competitive exams. Now I’m at university, which isn’t a great formation, and I hate so much my course. I even don’t know if I’ll validate my year. I’m so disappointed by myself and I’m so much ashamed.
Furthermore I feel like my life isn’t impressive. I don’t make sport anymore, I don’t know what loving is, there’s nobody I trust and my relation with my family isn’t great (particularly after my mom’s cancer).
Therefore what should I do ? I want to find the hope to get a better life, to feel proud of myself, to be happy and to manage to accomplish my goal, despite the fact I’m lost and I don’t know what I want to do, what to do. I don’t know if I should focus on work or on my life, but now both aren’t satisfying me.
Thanks in advance for your help and advice. It means a lot to me.
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